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Thursday, July 16, 2009

life's been good.

maybe a bit of monotonity (if there's such word) in life would do some good to me now.

the biggest loser reality show inspired me that by working out it is possible to lose weight.
well, i cant change what my mother decides to cook, which is most of the time appetising, but i can cut down on how much i eat. a little will do, right. so i shall try.
i have thought many times to be ano, but what to do? eating is certainly for of the simplest pleasure in life.
so hopefully, i will continue to go for a run regularly, and not when i feel really guilty or when my jeans are starting to get tight.

maybe for this break, where almost everyone in my batch attends uni, going for those orientation camps, and starting school soon..having something to do.. on their usual route of life.. (sigh)
that i am given the chance to improve myself right.
well, that was the initial plan, to improve my a level grades.

that is good, i am still chionging on my chem.
(and the rest shall falter...which god forbids)

sigh sigh sigh.
its hard not to miss this person, that person, people connected to your life, or specifically, people who made an impact in your life.
but it seems so fruitless.
so, i shall not care. shouldn't even care in the first place right?

right now, all you should care about is study study.
or i will become one of those...
what people mean by "no education, sure. u can survive. not poor enough to starve, and not rich enough to be fully filled".

DETERMINATION, FOCUS.
yeah right, i should just go into some boot camp to study. like army.